ME
Hi! My name is Klein. I am 18 years old. A third year BA Public Administration student at the University of the Philippines Diliman.
I love watching movies - Hollywood and even Korean.
I love basketball as a sport but I don't play, i just watch and cheer.
I enjoy watching shows like F.R.I.E.N.D.S, Will and Grace, Stacked, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives and reality shows like Amazing Race and Survivor.
Chocolates are my favorite comfort food - they make me happy whenever I'm lonely.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
feels like sh*t...
i posted something here more than a month ago pa. the reason probably is that, every time i open blogger, my mind is always blank. can't think of anything good to write. i always loose my train of though kaya i've decided na wag na lang muna magsulat.well, a lot has happened since then. SC and Pagdu elections. My Birthday. Deadline ng Feasib. Final Exams, etc. I have been so exhausted these past few days. like today, i had my panpil17 exam this morning at 9-ish, i studies up until 4am and woke up at 6am. talk about lack of sleep. I was feeling mixed emotions today, primarily because of the sleep factor. then i go to the internship orientation and find out that they put me in an agency where i don't have any close friends. all my friends, blessed, were either in PMS,NEDA or BOI. god! i'm so stupid. i felt like a low-life human being all over again. i felt inferior to them because they are smart enough to be put in such big time agencies. all morning i've dedicated my time hating myself for being so stupid and at the same time pitying myself for my situation. argh! i hate this feeling. i feel so left out.then another recurring problem, my lovelife - or the lack of it. my horoscope was not helping either. argh. why did i do what i did to him? now he treats me like some stranger he is kinda acquainted to. para lang akong tuod sa paligid. parang wala lang sa kanyang paningin. i know, i only have myself to blame (again). god. i really am stupid. why was i put in UP again?*sigh* i want to cry but i can't. i am so depressed. all i want to do is sleep, sleep and sleep some more to escape from all the pain i've been feeling. but it's not possible. there are a lot of things to do still. but i really don't feel good. i want to disappear right now.Labels: depressed, emote, lovelife, self-pity
lost and killed 3:23 AM
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you're gonna get"
- Forrest Gump
"Real love is when you love someone without asking for anything in return. It's when even a passing smile can make your day, a small pat on the back can make you feel alive and the mere sound of his/her voice can move you to break out into a song inside.
Real love isn't fate nor is it written in the stars. You , yourself, have to make love happen. It's a choice; a commitment that you stand up for. And even if you're uncertain if he'she loves you back, you take the risk of facing whatever pain that would come your way simply because you believe he/she is worth everything and more."