ME
Hi! My name is Klein. I am 18 years old. A third year BA Public Administration student at the University of the Philippines Diliman.
I love watching movies - Hollywood and even Korean.
I love basketball as a sport but I don't play, i just watch and cheer.
I enjoy watching shows like F.R.I.E.N.D.S, Will and Grace, Stacked, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives and reality shows like Amazing Race and Survivor.
Chocolates are my favorite comfort food - they make me happy whenever I'm lonely.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
depressed
today would probably the worst day ever! It's our mid-term exam in PA143 (which is like the most dreaded major subject in the whole of NCPAG) and it was an "all or nothing" exam. Guess what: I GOT NOTHING! I'm not supposed to feel this bad because i have prepared myself long before to fail (in this subject). But it's kind of different now that i actually experienced it. I mean, yeah, i get low exam scores sometimes, but i haven't got NOTHING. I knew that i would fail but it just sucks now that i actually failed! Gosh... i am so depressed right now.
It's the first time that i felt like everything was slipping away - it's the first time i wasn't optimistic (even to a certain extent). i just felt so bad after the exam that i seemed to be lost. well, i know that it's not the end of the world and i was kinda expecting something like this to happen but i realized that even how much and how hard you prepare for something, if it wasn't meant to be successful, then we can't do anything about it.
after the exam i wanted to run away. i wanted to go some place besides my home. but because i still had a lot of things to do, i can't go anywhere and i just had to deal with it. It was a good thing my sister bought me some chocolates (i told her i was sad and she said she also was so we both indulged). when i got home, i didn't do anything academic at all: i just sat there on the couch and watch the entire 5th season of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. it never fails to make me laugh and so at least i got time off to forget about that disastrous exam.
hay... it sucks that i am depressed and it sucks that i still have a lot to think of.
I want to sleep the entire day tomorrow but i need to go to my PA146 class (but i probably can't concentrate there either so...i don't know. bahala na).
Labels: comfort food, friends, PA143
lost and killed 12:27 AM
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you're gonna get"
- Forrest Gump
"Real love is when you love someone without asking for anything in return. It's when even a passing smile can make your day, a small pat on the back can make you feel alive and the mere sound of his/her voice can move you to break out into a song inside.
Real love isn't fate nor is it written in the stars. You , yourself, have to make love happen. It's a choice; a commitment that you stand up for. And even if you're uncertain if he'she loves you back, you take the risk of facing whatever pain that would come your way simply because you believe he/she is worth everything and more."