ME
Hi! My name is Klein. I am 18 years old. A third year BA Public Administration student at the University of the Philippines Diliman.
I love watching movies - Hollywood and even Korean.
I love basketball as a sport but I don't play, i just watch and cheer.
I enjoy watching shows like F.R.I.E.N.D.S, Will and Grace, Stacked, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives and reality shows like Amazing Race and Survivor.
Chocolates are my favorite comfort food - they make me happy whenever I'm lonely.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
paranoia (part 2)
now i'm officially paranoid. after that incident last monday (i was almost robbed), paranoid na ako sa maraming bagay: sa mga lalaking katabi sa jeep/bus/fx particularly.
Pero kanina, a peculiar thing happened to me again. There's this one guy na kasabay ko sa bus papuntang SM Fairview. Nauna syang nakapasok sa mall so i didn't mind him at all. Malapit sa entrance ng mall was a Greenwich stand, and since super thirsty na ako, i went there to buy a pearl cooler. When i looked around, i saw that same guy in the cd stand asking the sales lady about something. Again, it seemed like nothing so i didn't mind him. Then i don't know what came over me to think that he might be following me (you see, sa bus pa lang kasi i notice him looking in my direction - not the you're-cute-i-want-to-look-at-your-face type of stare a, it's more of a creepy stare). So yun, i continued walking but i wansn't sure which direction to go, so i just turned left to the department store para maraming tao. To my surprise, when i looked back, he's walking in the same direction! Pero hindi muna ako nag-panic. pumasok ako sa department store at lumiko kung saan saan para in case sinusundan man nya ako at least mahihirapan syang hanapin ako. Sobrang nagulat talaga ako when i found out na andun din sya, parang may hinahanap! Ayun na, naging super paranoid na ako kasi hindi ko naman sya kilala tas bakit nya ako sinusundan?! Waah! Kakatakot talaga yun! Good thing after 2 minutes of hiding through the stall of clothes, finally i lost him. Hay... why do this things happen to me? Ang scary a!
Well anyway, enough of this spooky things that had been happening to me. Kanina sa Gawad Kalinga site, we were asked to help the residents na ayusin yung area na paggaganapan nung ground breaking sa monday. I hesitated nung una kasi syempre, alam kong they are expecting us to do hard work like magpala ng lupa (which is mostly putik because of the rains) at magbuhat ng mga bato, etcetera etcetera. Hindi naman sa nag-iinarte ako pero, hindi lang ako sanay sa mga ganoong gawain. Pero i gladly helped pa rin - with Maan, Janna, Joyce, Mae and Wright. Ayun, ang sarap lang ng feeling knowing na that small gesture will come a long way kasi doon sisimulan ang pagtatayo ng mga bahay at pangarap ng mga tao doon. The children we are tutoring also helped - ang saya-saya nila, para lang silang naglalaro. Sabi nga ni Maan, alam kasi nila na para sa kanila rin yun e kaya masaya silang tumutulong.
Hay... rewarding naman yung pangyayaring yun. Sana lang, by doing these small acts of kindness, e bigyan din ako ni God ng reward - by helping me pass my Stat exam on saturday...hehehe!
"Dear God, Help me sa stat exam ko please....i'm a good girl naman e..."
lost and killed 11:44 PM
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you're gonna get"
- Forrest Gump
"Real love is when you love someone without asking for anything in return. It's when even a passing smile can make your day, a small pat on the back can make you feel alive and the mere sound of his/her voice can move you to break out into a song inside.
Real love isn't fate nor is it written in the stars. You , yourself, have to make love happen. It's a choice; a commitment that you stand up for. And even if you're uncertain if he'she loves you back, you take the risk of facing whatever pain that would come your way simply because you believe he/she is worth everything and more."