time flies

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

I was flipping through my highschool yearbook and I suddenly realized how much fun highschool was. When I was in elementary, I was in a rush to get out from that wretched place because I knew that I’d be much happier in highschool.

At first in wasn’t exactly ‘cloud 9’ but at least I was one step closer to accomplishing my goals or at least something (like getting into UP – the best university!). I got into a lot of mess during my freshman year (I don’t even want to think about it anymore so don’t ask) and even worst during my junior year (it got me thinking then that I am luckier in my even-numbered years – my sophomore and senior years). Okay, so what are the things I really miss? Hmmm…

- Sir Joel is course first on the list.
He should be because he’s one of the only few people (three people to be exact *snicker*) who believes in my capabilities and who understands me. He always got my back. I consider him my best mentor not only because he believes that I’m smart amidst my radical way of expressing it (but I guess that’s what he likes most about me – we’re both radical. We fight for what we believe in.) but also because he inspired me every way he can. Now I’m not being cheesy here okay? It’s true! He really was (and still is) my inspiration. He is so intellectual that’s why I salute him. You’re the best Sir!

- Of course, there’s the legendary “House of Flying Saucer” where my barkada would spend most of our time after school. The best ang ‘flying saucer’ dito! They not only sell ‘flying saucers’ but also barbecue, isaw, etc. It was the best ‘tambayan’ ever! That place saw and heard most of my barkada’s stories and experiences – our laughs and tears. I love that place! (I hope it’s still in business)

- Remember those days when you had your crush and you’ll be in bliss whenever he’d pass by and say hello? It was fun right? You get so kilig for just one simple act. I sure did. Especially during V-day and you get so surprised when you receive a gift and realize it came from him! Wohoo! You’d jump up and down like some lunatic and not care at all.

the ever so gorgeous kuya Enrique (crush ko!)

And also when you receive a gift from an anonymous, you feel like you’d die if you don’t find out as soon as possible who it came from.

Of course you also get jealous when you found out that you’re not the one he likes and give the girl he likes an I’ll-kill-you-when-I-get-the-chance attitude. *evil laugh*

- Then there’s my barkada.

I wouldn’t forget how we used to laugh our hearts out whenever we’re together, how we used to fight over petty things and make up after a couple of minutes and forget about it. I’m really proud how our friendship stood the test of time. We were friends since like, forever! We were still a bunch of kids when we first met and now, we’re all grown up and we’re still friends! Talk about long-lasting friendship.

- Okay, I hate to admit this one but… alright! I miss being popular. Yeah, I was one of those overly participative kids. I would join the Student Body, Math-Science Club, Dulaang La Salette (our version of the Theater Club), etc. I was also on the honor roll so I knew a lot of people and a lot of people knew me (I think everyone at school knew me). I guess I miss the activities I did, the authority I have over other students and of course, the attention I receive (even those who hate me give me attention!). But don’t get me wrong, I also like being low-profile (as I am now). It gives me peace of mind and doesn’t restrict my time.

Huh! Those were really the days…

I miss my friends, my classmates, Sir Joel, Sir Dan and Ma’am Marcel!

I’ll see you soon guys!

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"Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you're gonna get"
- Forrest Gump

"Real love is when you love someone without asking for anything in return. It's when even a passing smile can make your day, a small pat on the back can make you feel alive and the mere sound of his/her voice can move you to break out into a song inside. Real love isn't fate nor is it written in the stars. You , yourself, have to make love happen. It's a choice; a commitment that you stand up for. And even if you're uncertain if he'she loves you back, you take the risk of facing whatever pain that would come your way simply because you believe he/she is worth everything and more."